Sunday, 5 May 2013

Hair

Hey Guys,
So I guess this is becoming a bit of a daily blog? It was going to be a couple of times a week, but I'm so unorganised so try not to expect anything.Anywayyy. I wanted to blog about Aussie shampoo because it's just so good! I was so reluctant to use it because I'm aware they condone animal testing, however, it helps my hair so much. I'd normally say my hair is like straw,its frizzy and dry but this has helped so much and I totally reccomend it! I've just been playing Playlist Squirrel on Dan and Phil's radio show. I got a high score of £2.63 so boom! I've got no school tomorrow, so I've asked who wants to come to town with me, and of course no one does because I have no friends// :(

Anyway,
Love you all
Jodie x

Saturday, 4 May 2013

Tumblr

Hey Guys!

So.. I just made a tumblr and I'm not really sure what's going on.. I hear so much about it and how addictive it is so obviously I wanted to join. I'm currently watching Caspar Lee Live on YouNow, I've never used YouNow before, but I got the app. I want too make a new video but I'm in my pyjamas, don't want to be judged so yeah.. This is a fairly short blog to be honest. I was thinking, there are so many people on YouTube. Millions, Billions. All doing what I do. All making video's. Nothing makes me any different. Nothing makes people watch me over others. When I watch Dan and Phil, I think even if they didn't have a YouTube, if I met them in real life, they would be great people to speak too, just because of their personalities. But for me, I'm just a sad, annoying, depressing nerd and if I met myself in real life, I would hate myself. That bothers me a lot to be honest,I'm sorry im not as fun as I'd like to be. It makes me sad thinking I might never get that YouTube Partnership, and might never have friends like Phil, Dan, Charlie, Bryarly, Alfie, Marcus, Lewis, Hannah, Duncan etc. That hurts me more than ever, but I feel like Dan and Phil started out like me. When I look at their videos, they are great even their first videos. Mine aren't. But I will get their with support from you guys. I dont know who you guys are, because no one reads this. After all I'm just a girl, in a bedroom, with a laptop, I'm no more special than the next, but I will get there

Love you all.
Jodie x