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Hey Guys!

So.. I just made a tumblr and I'm not really sure what's going on.. I hear so much about it and how addictive it is so obviously I wanted to join. I'm currently watching Caspar Lee Live on YouNow, I've never used YouNow before, but I got the app. I want too make a new video but I'm in my pyjamas, don't want to be judged so yeah.. This is a fairly short blog to be honest. I was thinking, there are so many people on YouTube. Millions, Billions. All doing what I do. All making video's. Nothing makes me any different. Nothing makes people watch me over others. When I watch Dan and Phil, I think even if they didn't have a YouTube, if I met them in real life, they would be great people to speak too, just because of their personalities. But for me, I'm just a sad, annoying, depressing nerd and if I met myself in real life, I would hate myself. That bothers me a lot to be honest,I'm sorry im not as fun as I'd like to be. It makes me sad thinking I might never get that YouTube Partnership, and might never have friends like Phil, Dan, Charlie, Bryarly, Alfie, Marcus, Lewis, Hannah, Duncan etc. That hurts me more than ever, but I feel like Dan and Phil started out like me. When I look at their videos, they are great even their first videos. Mine aren't. But I will get their with support from you guys. I dont know who you guys are, because no one reads this. After all I'm just a girl, in a bedroom, with a laptop, I'm no more special than the next, but I will get there

Love you all.
Jodie x